I didn't choose to be a gambling addict from day one.......
But i became an addict.... I can't turn back the clock. ...
10years flew past in recovery ... And my recovery is still under construction. ...
It becomes so clear and apparent that people around me who grew up with my past destructive behaviour still very much affected by my past. .... they are still feeling insecure and to certain extend .. still feeling hurt...
While I admitted the fact I'm maybe the cause of all these damages I hv done..... but i may not be their solutions.....
If i continue to let the past hold me hostage. ........ i will always be the prisoners of the Past....
BUT I DON'T HAVE TO BE. ....
I HAVE A CHOICE....
I will continue to rebuild. .. to reconstruct .. and to continue to change for the better ....
That's the only thing i can do on a daily basis now.
