It is never easy.....
Trust me.....
All things seems going well in the family, then one day .....
One similar situation, like one in the past, happened.....
I thought perhaps after seven years in recovery and making so much changes, they wld now trust me and have faith in me that I will not go back to my old ways.....
BUT I WAS WRONG......
THE SAME DOUBT.....
THE SAME NO FAITH....
THE SAME LACK OF TRUST....
I was upset initially...... Thinking why still no faith and trust in me..... Started to get angry..
Then I just kept quiet .... And walk away...
It took me a while .... One whole night in fact ... To change the negative to positive...
AT least ... THEY ARE STILL BY MY SIDE ... AND WALKING THE JOURNEY WITH ME...
THEY DIDN'T ABANDON ME....
so.....
Wake up... Maintain my silence....
But give them a hug....
And start our day all over again.
THe pain.....
Can be forgiven...
But won't be forgotten....
Keep going BENNIE.
