Life On Life's Term

面對它 - - Face it


接受它 - - Accept it


処理它 - - Due With it (To the best of your ability)


放下它 - - Let go of it

Gambling Problems: An Introduction for Behavioral Health Services Providers

Gambling Problems: An Introduction for Behavioral Health Services Providers
Gambling Addiction Vs Problem Gambling

Thursday, January 25, 2018

After 11years of Recovery ......

.... Life is still full of 
And i seriously don't see it changing
Hahahaha
The fact is that people, place and things don't change!!!
No mattter how much i have changed or how many good i have done during this past 11 years....
Just one wrong, one familiar incident of the past.... late bill payment, similar financial situation like before ....one bet too many ... one woman too close to me ...
People around me will say there he goes again!!! But is it really like this???
Or does it really matter at all.
If i don't explain, people will say silence means he is guilty!!!!
If i try my best to explain, people will say
'' ha... this was what he is good at... making up storys and covering all gis wrong ..."
There comes a point that i don't need to explain anymore...
People will believe me... doesn't need me to explain. ..
People that have judged me... will not believe me anyway .
Does it means i give up trying ...
The only choice i have is ...
Being Stronger than yesterday, be better than yesterday's Me.
And keep smiling ...  keep shining ...
And continue to chase my dreams !!
02 chance in life

Friday, January 19, 2018

Be Strong

Be strong ..... In my recovery journey, this is the only choice I have .
And the most cruel part of this ...
Is if i want to be strong, i need to fight the battle Alone!!!  Yes... that's how cruel it is in recovery.
There's no other choice and honestly I never know how strong I am until recently i realised that being is the only choice i had.