No one seems to understand what i am going through ....
But is it important that people understand me ... Or ... is it more important for me to understand what others is going through....
Especially those suffering because of me??
Really. .. i am coming to a point .. that it doesn't matter anymore how i feel. No one cares... or shld i say ... Why shld anyone care since I am the ''bad'' guy
AND
I am the cause of everything !!
No Bennie ... = No trouble ...... maybe
But I still believe that ......
My Existence in this life can still contribute alot to many other people ...... especially those i can't see ...
So ... I am going to just Hang In There.
The pressure is building up everywhere ..... everyone is taking turn to have a go at me.... I always tell myself, whatever given to me .... i will take it and give my best in everything i do, every role i played. Nothing less.
I will Trust Boss and Hang in there. ... I get what i deserved.
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Life will not stop just bcos we can't get what we want and the way we want it.
We need to continue with life and work within whatever limitations that life has given us.
It all started bcos of me..... I can't go back and change the beginning but i can change the Ending !!
