I am the Problem ....

From the beginning ..... I am the Cause of everything. It's all my fault.

I look into the Mirror today .... and for once, I can't smile to myself anymore. Everyone around me is hurting.

So it has got to be true ..... THAT 

I have never intend to harm anyone and hurt anyone .... 

So many things happened over the years.... And I have never given up trying to change and trying to be good. I am not prefect. I have my issues that I need to work on ...

All of you can doubt ME .... I am ok with that because I am used to it anyway ...

All of you can continue to have a go at me..

All of you can continue to pick on me...

All of you can continue to doubt me...

All of you can continue to say 

I am the problem!!!!! Yes i  am the problem bcos i exist in your heart.

I will continue to be good but i won't waste my time proving to anyone....

Things are happening according to what is shown on the Cards. I just have to accept it and deal with it one thing at a time.

Everything happens the way it meant to be.

I used to have those negative thoughts. ...

I am not good enough 

I am that selfish bastard 

I am a useless addict 

I am already old and disqualified. .. there are better alternative around me...

If i am the problem, why don't get rid of me once and for all ... 

But for now..... i will continue to be a good person and no matter what i do ... 

I am never good enough. That's for sure.